Undecided.

Have you ever felt so relieved?

That your shoulders actually relax and slump downwards?

You actually feel your mind slowly whirl to a stop,

Releasing all the tension it once carried.

Or how about the once tangled knot in your stomach due to the deadlines shoved in your face

Releases its tight grip?

I feel like I can finally smile without force,

That I can laugh without restrain.

That I can actually hear a joke and giggle without being forced.

Life is an odd thing, really.

You could love a person one minute,

And hate him or her the next.

I wonder why do we waste so much time

On such temperamental emotions?

Even when sometimes,

We know what's going to happen.

If there were no emotions,

would the world be a better place?

Or would it crumble to nothing but dust,

Because everything was so mechanical?

There would be no hugs,

No kisses,

No smiles,

No tears,

No fears.

No nothing.

I wouldn't want a world like that.

You'd spend too much time thinking.

Too drowned out in your own thoughts.

Maybe eventually so deep,

That you never find a way out

Of the cold, dark abyss you call

Your Mind.