Until the world - The Afters

I lose myself to find in me
The way it really ought to be

It's hard to say I love you
It's hard to say I need you

If all is well it's hard to tell
It hurts to think of someone else
It's hard to say I'll be there
It's hard to say I really, really care

Until the world won't turn
'Til the planets burn
Until the sun dies
I'll be there

Until the heavens come
'Til this life is done
Until the world dies
I'll be there

I can't see outside myself
How can I live for someone else
It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to say forgive me

I can't believe you're here with me
Into the future I can't see
It's hard to say forever
It's hard to say I'll never ever go

Until the world won't turn
'Til the planets burn
Until the sun dies
I'll be there

Until the heavens come
'Til this life is done
Until the world dies
I'll be there

-for Austin. <3

For the sake of my dear dear mother,
Most of my stuff here are poems. :)

For the sake of my dear dear readers,
Most of them aren't. :D

StolenSlippersIsLove.

So lets see,
Camp was on the 18th to the 20th.
Went to Tanjung Sepat,
Stayed at Ganofarm,
A charming little homestay by the beach.
:)

Bunch of smart asses that we are,
Decided to sit at the back on the ride there.
Meaning that we could feel EVERY SINGLE BUMP as the bus crawled its wat to Tanjung Sepat.
No one brought a guitar, sadly.
Carmen and Celine were all ready with the cameras.
The Cheer You Up Gang were all ready with the shirts.
Pictures were obviously taken.
Facebook. :D

Shared a room with Carmen, Celine, Joanna and Fiona.
Hanged alot with Justin, Adriel, Gabriel, Chyi Ern, Aaron and Wah Theang.
Stayed sober on the first night,
Didn't on the second.
:)
Mmmm,
Polar Bear beer and Lays chips. :D

Again,
Another smart ass move from us,
Decided to wake up at 5 am to go watch the sunrise by the beach,
Walking out in nothing but shorts.
Lucky for us,
We brought our sweaters with us.
Pictures shall come soon,
Promise.

Best part about the camp?

The beach, definitely.
Its so calming just looking at the waves from the pier thing.
Best place to go and think.
Worst part?
Not having any slippers so I had to use the cheap-plak one from the room.
'Nuff said.

I'm guessing I shall be back with part 2 with all the pictures and what nots. :)

Apple Cinnamon Muffins. :)

rants and what nots.

Gosh my hair looks like it exploded. o.O
Pics shall come after it settles. :)
Camp in 2 days.
I need my shorts.

Gave talent time a skip this year.
Didn't have enough time to plan for it. :(
It feels like after PMR,
Things are going by in such a rush.
Its the last week of school,
And before you know it,
Its Form 4.
Chem, Bio, Physics.
Shit.
I'm so not prepared to grow up!
Gaaaaah~!
:(

*exhales*
Okay,
On a lighter note,
Austin's adorable. :)
And I wanna have a place on my own when I hit 18.
Yay~! :D

I know right?

bringonthethunder.

Your voice
Was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder

You're eyes
Were the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Bring on the thunder.

Decided not to go to school,
Spent the morning with Lary today.
Made weirdo pancakes that were fantastic. :D
Feels like forever since its just the two of us.
Movie tomorrow? :D

I know I don't like you anymore,
But I still have no idea what you're thinking.

You give me the weirdest of looks.
Yeah you do. :)

Psst, I love you. <3
You're the reason I'm still happy like this. (:

Gosh,
I just realized that my smileys go both ways. XD

Gravity.

If I could defy gravity just to get you and apple from a tree,
I would.
If I could pull a star from the sky for you,
I would.
If I could stop the world from spinning just to make you happy,
I would.
And I would do all these things for you,
Because I know you'd do them for me too.
<3

So okay,
Went to school today.
Del figured out how to play poker with uno cards and some carum chips.
Was awesomely awesome. :D
And gosh,
Justin's hair looks good. :D
Not that flat thing he usually is too lazy to wax.

Whooo~! Sex ed today.
See Jus,
Told you she was gay. :D
But yeah,
Tryphena was very open,
Which honestly surprised me
Because most people are so close minded and that they cringe when they talk about sex and what not.
Truth is,

Its all something we do or would do,
Its all something we have,
And sexuality is a fantastic thing. :)
So dumbfucks who are close minded and retarded about a girl and a guy,
Can really go eeff themselves.

:D
Syddykins is still happy.
Wheeee~!

And love is overrated,
But its fantastic. <3

Boo. (:
Go check out a doggy blog by a friend's dog. :D
Not about,
By. (:

http://dawnsdoggydiary.blogspot.com/

Dawn (:

pssttt. feel the awesometasticness of my photog skills. :D