fuck.

I guess the whole "hold your friends up because they're what's gonna carry you through" thing was just another way society decided to play its cruel jokes on the innocent passerbys.

I guess when I was there I wasn't enough for you

Just because I wasn't her.

I can't blame you that you didn't see things the way I did,

Because that wouldn't be fair.

I can, however,

Accuse you of not being a friend to me when I needed you.

I was there when you needed me.

I was there at the endless texts,

The endless calls,

The endless conversations,

The endless care.

Where the fuck are you now that I need you?

Do you just suck me dry of all I have then decide you don't need me anymore?

I've done more for you than all those other people and you know it.

In fact,

I was there when they turned their backs on you.

I was there when your "friends" decided that you were too much and that they couldn't handle you.

I picked up all your broken pieces.

I fixed you back together.

I redefined you as someone new and you liked it.

So what after?

You leave me on the ground,

Broken and torn,

Because you've snatched a part of me too when you decided you didn't need me anymore?

I thought you were different.

I honestly did.

I guess I was wrong.

I guess I've just been screwed over again.

I really thought you were different compared to every other guy.

More, even.

I thought you were the kind of person who'd understand,

Who'd knew everything about me and whom I knew everything about.

I guess to say that I was wrong would just be redundant.

But its true.

I am more wrong than I could ever be.

I hope you read this.

Just so that you'd know that you screwed up.

Just so you know that you've lost me and I hope it bites you hard.

Glad to know you've got your idea of perfection.

Because status is all you're ever gonna get.