Bittersweet.

I know that this might be very overdue,

but I think something still has to be said.

I'm sorry for being bitter for so long,

I'm sorry that things didn't work out the way it could have and I blamed it all on you,

I'm sorry for being spiteful when I knew that I shouldn't have,

I'm sorry for not being where I should be when things went wrong.

I know that in another universe,

Things might have worked out differently,

We might have worked out,

But I guess things happen for a reason.

I think falling for you was a mistake,

One that may have changed the way I see alot of things.

But guess what?

You're one of the mistakes I would never change,

One which I would treasure for a lifetime.

Thank you,

For making things so hard for me,

Trying to help me move on.

Thank you,

For not being there when I thought I needed you most,

Making me stable on my own two feet.

Thank you,

For doing all the things I couldn't do myself,

Making me stronger then I thought I ever was.

Thank you,

Most of all,

For making me love you,

And for all the smiles and hugs you've given,

Making me who I am today.

And for that I am eternaly grateful.


Letting go

Something happens when we let go of our soul

Something happens when we give in to the feeling

Clusters of thoughts dissolve into lust

Fear is taken over by faith

Your body tells you what you need

And although most try to fight it

And although most try to hide it

There is nothing quite like letting go

And falling fast

Hitting the ground with such intensity

Seeing clearly for the very first time

With eyes wide open

And your soul accepting this new way to live

Something happens when we take in that first breath

Something happens when we embrace the darkness

It changes usIt scares usIt defines us

And although most try to deny it

And although most try to forget it

Letting go with reckless abandon

Sharing the darkest part of yourself with another

Expressing that very darkness through your body

Without having to hide

Without having to pretend

It's all about letting go of everything you've ever known

Teaching your soul to soar

And letting go

Helping your heart to heal

And letting go

Releasing any doubt

And letting go

Giving into the feeling

And letting go

Some live

Some dream

Anything is possible

But it starts all with letting go